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thebogfather
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Ah, la tox... beautiful dark words so deeply expressed, tho' on my birthday, a little mirth way could've been expressed! lol XX

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May 21, 2011 at 1:33 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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well my mums finally remarried :|

n tbh i feel numb n angry n empty so i guess this is my way of kickin out at the whole thing :|

i stand across room so small

yet our river now vast

deepened widened by just one day

i stand in isolation of darkest thought

you smile you sing you kiss in happy hold

your new time starts a time to depart

i cannot say i love you now

i cannot feel but hatred to partner new

your choice i know i cannot change

i wonder if you will think on ballrooms

floor

as you dance and glide in loves awe

will you think of............

no i doubt it somehow

i cannot change the path of time

only curse of damage i could have done

your laugh rings in jubulant tune

your success in life anew

now i walk away from here

to live this day in recurring loathe

you fall away in deminished form

driven off your world reborn

i will not cry not a single tear

i will not be weak

i will not sink so low

i am left behind its with you i grew

now you belong with companion new

i walk my mind in chaotic turmoil

i wish i could be happy for you

but right now it would be false

dishonest to me my toxic self

i cannot deny its revenge i seek

my plot it started as you said

"au revoir sweet daughter my beautiful

child"

your words like poison pained my heart

a herat that burns with fires of hell

forgive me mother

forgive me please


June 4, 2011 at 7:24 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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okies a simple honest poem :)

dancing sliver of finest edge

cold metal dulled in scarlets hue

you dance in rhythm to musics sound

you trace patterns in sureal form

lightest touch is all it takes

lightest touch to part fragile skin

dulled by gothic beat

dulled by tequila heat

like childhoods patterns in sand

i draw on lifes canvas in distant stare

i dont condon i dont condem

my choice to scribe incised words of hate

my smile in my art of oozing red

my masterpiece held out to see

pain and happiness a single theme

merged and blurred in tranquil dream


June 18, 2011 at 6:06 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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okies a short poem just sooooo i keep things alive :)

today will be yesterday

tomorrow becomes today

another day to lose in trivial life

another day slipped in to historic regrets

look back with anger or sorrow

look at the time wasted in standing still

to try to relive the moments past

is to recyle the garbage that others inflict

close your eyes and take deep breath

step forward into new dawn of tomorrow now today

maybe just maybe it will make some sense

the why of the curse of life til death




August 24, 2011 at 6:56 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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okies i guess i will keep postin :| a poem well its simply about the distance between me n my mum :| nothin complicated

i offer you this flower

a symbol of final peace

a gift of the one you use to keep

i offer you this flower

a symbol of anti-love

a gift for you whose meaning you must seek

i offer you this flower

a symbol of faded beauty

a gift of withered memories

i offer you this flower

a symbol of life plucked cut short

a gift of that you gave away

i offer you this flower

a symbol of something we let die

a gift of silent hurt screaming inside

i offer you this flower

a symbol of a single life

a gift so small so delicate so fragile

i offer you this flower

a symbol of faded colour

a gift of the rainbow we once had

i offer you this flower

a symbol to you mother

a gift from the daughter who is this flower



August 28, 2011 at 6:16 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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oookies well this is one i worte wayyyyyyy back i discovered in one of my old diarys i kinda changed a couple of words but tbh its almost as i first wrote it :|

play hide and seek in your mind

play childhoods game in craved innocence

lost in corridors of haunted doorways

kept shut to hold  demons inside

locks of ghostly fragile form

whose keys lay scattered in tormented time

play hide and seek in your mind

for physical form there is no escape

no hidden passage no darkened maze

just unprotective cover so easily snatched

no defence no barricade to offence

play the game of hide

wish not to look back to seek



August 29, 2011 at 4:31 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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okies i decided to work a bit more on the last one so this is kinda next try :|

play hide and seek in your mind

play childhoods game in craved innocence

lost in corridors of haunted doorways

kept shut to hold  demons inside

locks of ghostly fragile form

whose broken keys lay scattered in tormented time

passages of twisted torment

of others demonstrous tempt

a trip of nightmerish rollercoaster scream

play hide and seek in your mind

caught in caged labyrinth wall upon wall

for physical form there is no escape

no hidden passage no darkened maze

just unprotective cover so easily snatched

flesh of cold shivered expose

no defence no barricade to offence

play the game of hide

wish not to look up to seek

 

 


October 13, 2011 at 1:48 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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keepin the faith n keepin postin :)


dark flame violating the light

flickering in depthless black

so dark the glow so hollow

even night has shadows cast

in solitude stands this candle

on christs alter placed by ghosts silent form

eternal spirit cast down from heaven

this candles dark light set to task

to infiltrate all gods holy white

to cast a darkness on angel wing

to drag all down to base sin

in decayed church once full of song

full of hope full of rejoiceful fear

church now in deaths spiral decay

abandoned  by choir by vicar by god

a holiness forgotten

windows story of son of god shattered

past to eternal despair

walls echo with winds mournful sigh

no more hymn or sermon or prayer

 playground of undead

of blackness flickering from eternal darklight

 

 

 

 


November 23, 2011 at 4:45 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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candles cut kinda an alternative to playin wiv a blade  :| 

alone wiv the memorys

flame flickers in taunting anticipation

candle has burnt into the night

pulsing orange comapnion in solitude

wax in pooled formless spread

wick tinged in sadness candle nearly dead

in curious silence arm moves forth

sliding in self tortured agonys cut

not of steels coldness slice

but heats naked searing dance


November 25, 2011 at 6:12 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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deaths feast about a dead body bein consumed :|

hollow eyes unseeing ghostly sockets

once held in beautys stare now just maggot

pockets

a mind full of hope faith and dreams

emptied eaten devovid of silent screams

this vacant skull once filled with love and strife

now just home to hosts of insect life

thoughts and memories now a maggots feast

conscious unconscious all illusions ceased

no godly faith or heavens trust

will save you from deaths greedy lust



December 21, 2011 at 4:09 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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this ones about zombies :|


flesh rotten by aged decay

rancid rank puss filled species

skin hangs in apparent melted form

eyes glazed iris whitened death stare

unseeing yet seeing somehow it looks

watchs

watchs you pass

mind emptied save for zombies lust

to tear into warm flesh of victim new

base emotion driven desire

to feed in frenzied despair

putrid stench of rotting body

still stalks nights darkest corners

slow moving creeping crawling relentless

unstoppable in feasting tear of teeth

eating alive gnawed victim til warm carcass dead

like wild animal in expanding lake of blood

emotionless as to your fate

your death meaningless

pointless

only for survival of the undead


December 21, 2011 at 4:10 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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okies a ikkle christmassy one  :/


wretched angel spurned by heaven

sits on dark tower of church decayed

souls to pluck of homeless dead

those cast out from family abode

to wander in street a beggers land

unmissed unloved unnamed unclean

who cares they victim of dark angel unseen

she stalks her prey to alley grim

as man lays in newspaper his blanket so thin

his breath like faint mist in darkened air makes

his shiver intense whole body quakes

a shadow falls on this decaying life

satans angel in hellish smile

touches tramps worthless form

spasm aches in hearts final beat

to die alone so close to thronging street

soul torn in dark angel grasp

silent scream from ragged throat

no goodbye no loved ones missed

no yuletide song no christmas feast

no choir song no churchyard peace

no jesus saviour in loving release

just dark angels final kiss

 

 



December 22, 2011 at 6:10 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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hopefully someone else will appear on here im gettin kinda lonely :|

December 22, 2011 at 6:12 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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another christams one i shud add :)

play the game of christmas time

happy familys in yuletide time

father drunk in glare of child who costs

mother hidden in kitchen roasts

presents cheap from market stall

lucky if last past boxing day fall

tree cheap from guy father knows

stolen by men who travel the roads

child plays in coward fear

no real chance for chritmas cheer

a slap and bruise to dare to be loud

false smiles for friends a painful shroud

til afternoon peace descends

as father at pub family cash he spends

mother and child in huddles envy

of happy familys on chritsmas telly

til pub tolls its last drink bell

christmas day christmas hell


January 8, 2012 at 4:09 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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a short one about oldies wantin to tell u about their lifes :|

look back at the pages written of your life

do you wonder at the lines crossed out?

do you wonder at the lines now blank?

do you wonder at the storys truth?

does it read of tragedy or happiness?

look back at the pages of your life

and ask is that all that was me?

 


January 15, 2012 at 8:05 AM Flag Quote & Reply

thebogfather
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La tox - you are wonderful - thank you!

There's a little four liner in daft idylls for all - I shall return!!! xxx

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January 28, 2012 at 5:10 AM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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its so gud to kno urs okies as in ur still around :)

anywys heres my latest addition about someone i didnt kno personally but knew from a friend was another persons poem that made me think back to when this person left our world

cold breathe drawn slow in anticipation

cold breathe dancing final sighs of chance

stood at dark end away from bustle of crowd

stood alone apart in unapprocable cocoon

time slows wiv each minute past

time edges towards seconds last

the lights the noise of strangers homeward bound

the lights the noise dulled by self built wall

the silence eerily by steels song broken

the silence of approaching destinys final act

a chance to step back from darkness edge

a chance to step back and live days anew

is this selfishness to cause such chaos?

is this selfishness for to curse unknown

travellers world?

steel meets flesh in deadly embrace

steel meets flesh no contest makes

the quickness passes instant death

the quickness passes wiv dull thuds music

another body in crimson form

another body across train and tracks adorned

no more care of totured thoughts

no more care of suicides lasting effect



February 11, 2012 at 5:26 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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i wrote this in a moment of loneliness sometimes i crave to tuch some kinda knowin im alive

:|

to feel your tuch as you dance in exotic script

you caress as light as the night time breeze

i sit in candles flicker mind in red wine haze

your movement draws in random pattern

a tease upon pale skin made taught

i close my eyes as i feel you slide

intoxicated tuch upon my arm you rise

pirouette moving a ballerina of deadly device

proud edge trails along thin veins path

your incision a surgeons pride

but this is my own

my crimson formed art



February 24, 2012 at 4:41 PM Flag Quote & Reply

toxic_noir
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okies another arguement wiv my mum :| so many words said in the fires of the moment so much to try to undo :/



dark shadow of lifes revengeful call

pain and suffering inflicted on one so close

spite scorn torn heart pulled apart

venom spread like bloody canvas across your life

anger pushs to surface so long held in minds darkest prison

locked in cage to scared to release

its freedom searchs fed by skeletons past

the tear of fear battered in hatreds fire

venom toxin poison the words i desire

the pain of luv of one i hurt

the words i said

the words you heard

our dove of peace lays dying  in helpless form

a daughter you see

a mother i want

cant our luv be given for free?



April 11, 2012 at 6:58 PM Flag Quote & Reply

thebogfather
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Wonderful words tox - see ya soon x

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April 24, 2012 at 10:37 AM Flag Quote & Reply

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